There I said It.

There I said it.
I got my official “Badge” last week.
The world did not come crashing down.
👉I am still breathing.
👉I am still the person you know and have known.

….but I am Happy,
To have a proper diagnosis – BiPolar 2.
To be putting the pieces of a scrambled and confused puzzle together from the last 40+ years.
To be at peace with myself by understanding the why I did certain things the way I did them.

…I am grateful for,
My Wife Michelle not giving up on me and riding alongside on this loopy rollercoaster of a ride.
The ones that have stuck by me.
This making me into the person I am today. There is alot of humour that can be extracted by being BiPolar. 🙂

… I regret,
Hiding my Mental Anguish, Suffering and Exhaustion from my Family and Friends.
The stressful times I put my Family through.
Not stopping to smell the roses and enjoying the last 25+ years of my life.

…What I will be doing next,
Regimented daily medication to help me bring peace to myself.
Enjoying life as I continous to experience the What, Why and How of this Illness.
Forgetting about the past and what could have been.

🪽…and allowing myself to accept who I am once and for all.

“Cause I am free as a bird now,
and this bird you cannot change.
Lord knows I can’t change”
– Lynyrd Skynard

🙏🙏🏽🙏🏼 𝗣𝘀: 𝗜𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗮 ☕ 𝗖𝗼𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗲 𝗖𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝗴𝗲, 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻’𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗳𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝗻 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗕𝘂𝘆 𝗠𝗲 𝗮 𝗖𝗼𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝗱𝗼 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗥𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗦𝗶𝘁𝗲𝘀.

Have a PHENOMENAL 🤩 Day.

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