What was imagination vs what was reality?
Was it all in my head?
How was I able to surpress this for 40 years?
I am just tired.
I will continue to fight this.
I have never let the Demon inside of me control me and I never will….but it is exhausting.
I promise if it does you will know.
All I ask is from you is to just understand that my personality may have changed, I am sometimes mixing up words, or just unable to express myself or just spaced out as I am fighting something that you may not see.
This is a journey I chose to be on to excise the past and gain control of my present.
See the stars that shine bright, everything is alright tonight. 5:30
Michelle, the lyrics in this song do not refer to you in any way as you have always been there for me.
This is a reference point as to what I imagined myself being and just not a puppet to the rhythm of the everyday life. I know I am much better than what I am presently living.
I just need help.